But it’s not the fact that you kissed him yesterday
It’s the feeling of betrayal, that I just can’t seem to shake
And everything I know tells me that I should walk away
But I just want to stay
And my friend said
“I know you love her, but it’s over, mate
It doesn’t matter, put the phone away
It’s never easy to walk away, let her go
It’ll be okay
It’s gonna hurt for a bit of time
So bottoms up, let’s forget tonight
You’ll find another and you’ll be just fine
Let her go”
I wish i were dead. But im not going to do anything about it. Suicide methods are so unreliable. It fucking sucks. But at least I’m not in danger so I won’t be sent to a hospital.
http://lostallhope.com/suicide-methods/statistics-most-lethal-methods
“I don’t love myself, therefore it’s incredibly hard for me to comprehend anyone else ever loving me.”
— Anon Y. Mous
And the moment you begin finding it possible they break you down worse than you thought was even fucking possible
“!!TRIGGER WARNING!! Roses are red, Violets are blue. Life is a sinnacle pile of poo. Life really sucks, No matter how you put it. Whether youre Obama or fucking Putin. Life will never change. It will always be the same. Its a pile of shit, And will always be that way. You can choose to accept it. And try to deal with it. You can be legitimately happy So why not just do it? You can be happy, Or you can be sad. But im not a liar, So life is bad. Life is worse than bad. Life is a terrible thing. Do you really expect me to believe that that Im living? No, Im barely breathing. Im not alive, Im just not dead. Even though your mindset Is all in your head. Why be happy? Why not just do it? Kill yourself and get it over with? There will be no more sadness. And no more sins. All the scars will be Removed from your skin So what if they mourn? So what if they get upset? Theyll get over it I bet. And even if not, It doesn’t matter; Because now I am happier. Im not sad or Upset anymore. Anyways, Just show me the door.”
— Anon Y. Mous (via theunnamedpoet)
And it’s so much more than just getting my heartbroken; that’s not what this is about. It was broken a long time ago
I come here to type a post and vent, bc fuck venting on a finsta or on facebook, and my last post is a fucking song about her.
glozing
